Welcome, if you’ve stumbled your way here.
Welcome to My Blog: A rollercoaster ride through the usually hidden subject of child to parent abuse and violence.
I started this blog to share my personal experience with child-to-parent violence, a subject that is often overlooked but affects so many families. By opening up about my journey, I hope to offer a voice to those who feel alone in their struggles and provide a platform where we can connect, learn, and support each other. Throughout my experience of feeling trapped in a cycle of child-to-parent violence, I never imagined that I later would be writing this blog.
My story began like many others – As a mum, I was filled with love, hope, and dreams for my child’s future. After a traumatic event that happened to my child, they became like a different person overnight. What started as small acts of defiance grew into moments of fear, control, and violent outbursts. I still spend times questioning myself, my role as a parent, and whether I have just done something wrong.
The emotional toll has been heavier than I can explain, and some days I still feel that it will overwhelm me.. The fear, the shame, the exhaustion It’s indescribable. Ultimately, I was just a parent trying to do my best, but I was breaking. I felt trapped, scared and powerless. My self-esteem has certainly plummeted, as I still frequently question whether I’m a failure as both a parent and a person.
This blog is my way of sharing that truth. It’s a way of showing that child-to-parent violence isn’t something parents should hide behind closed doors. It’s real. It’s painful. And it takes an incredible toll on mental health and well-being.
I’ll start by sharing my personal journey – As a result of my experiences, I’ve been diagnosed with depression, anxiety and post traumatic stress disorder. I will share the raw truth, the ups, the downs, the difficulties, and hopefully more positively how I begin to heal. I’ll also be diving into the emotional scars that remain—those hidden wounds that affect how I parent, how I view relationships, and how I cope with my own trauma..
In this space, I’ll be sharing not just my own story but also the lessons I’ve learned, the challenges I’ve faced, and the steps I’m taking to seek change – both for myself and for others in similar situations. It’s a raw, honest look at life in the midst of hardship, but it’s also a space for growth, resilience, and hope.
I want this blog to be more than just words on a screen. It’s a call to action, a source of support, and a way to shine light on an issue that’s been kept in the shadows for far too long. My goal is to spark conversation, provide guidance, and, most importantly, remind you that you are not alone.
Thank you for being here. Together, we can break the silence, support each other, and push for the change that is so desperately needed.
Due to the nature of my blog, all names will be changed to protect myself, and the identities of those involved.
Jess x